thanks, huereq...i'm totally fascinated with that history but i won't have time to view the vid in it's entirety for some time, so i'm just going to save it for now...
thanks for giving it to me......i'm so fucking busy with work that i barely have time to catch up on email, let alone visit h6 (hotel 'puters can't seem to load it)..
i haven't played any instruments in so long that my fingertips have become as soft as my....well..almost any other body part
wish i was as young, energetic, and articulate as some of you fellows...for now, i just have to read the forums instead of participate in them....the usual suspects are always good for insightful arguments though...
Listen, bitch tits! Why don't you go and find yourself a filthy, Aids ridden, crackhead rent boy and let him pound your, tired, old, worn out windsock of an anus then kindly stick your tongue in an electrical socket. reply
Hmm it's a tricky one. Obviously, I am not a doctor. I can't speak for other countries but in the UK, the tax smokers pay on cigarettes on average pays for any treatment they need 3 times over so they actually make the NHS money if you look at it that way. Fat people well, I would not withhold treatment initially but if it were deemed that a person's obesity and illness were due to them continuously eating too much, in some cases I would make further treatment conditional. If they refused to help themselves by not losing weight I would at least consider them less of a priority over others. reply
"It's not much of a leap to start convicting somone of robbery because they said they wanted to hold up a bank" Dude, you have to watch this. You will be amazed. I hope it's not blocked in your country. If it is, track it down.
That tune's gay and cool keith can suck my cock. You wouldnt know good hip hop if it jumped out of a poppi field and bayonetted you in the groin hahaha hope you're good fuckface ;-) reply
I can never seem to afford any decent narcotics these days. Im so through with weed. I want super ecstacy or something. Im ok. Just got back to London yesterday after staying in Sussex and it's fucking horrible being back. Im still doing my writing. What about you? reply
Almost all drugs are shit these days and decent weed costs so much you'd be as well havin a coke habit. I haven't been upto much. Just working and when I'm off, trying to get shit done I didn't have time for because of work. How long were you in Sussex? What kinda stuff are you writing? reply
Yeah I remember you saying a little while ago that you got a job as a prison guard or something. These days are hard, everything so fucking expensive. I was in Sussex (Lewes) for a week staying with my old man, he's moving soon so I was helping him pack up his stuff into boxes. We went for some fucking beautiful walks across the Sussex downs...it was fucking heavy mate, the countryside surrounding Lewes is all high up so you catch a really strong breeze while you're walking and you can see for miles around. reply
I been writing this piece of work called Galaxy of Thought. It's a piece of literature about the realizations that occur to person when he transcends the human perception of space & time, nature & god, beauty & perception. I've been doing a lot of thinking/learning recently and im trying to convey the truth of existance & reality as it is, not just how we may see it, but what it actually IS. That's what philosophy is I have realized. Trying to figure out the game (what is occuring in reality) and seeing beyond what the game pieces think it means (us). I think it's driven me quite mad mate :-) reply
Thinking about that kind of stuff a lot does drive you mad mate. Man, sometimes I wish I could up sticks and go live in the Outer hebrides or something and shut the world out. reply
It would be good if there was some refuge from the system mate...some way of life that wasent contaminated by all their bullshit...not neccesarily hermetic, but a place where you had space to think and do what you want, and you had a little community or something. Life's short, there just isnt enough time to figure out what the fucks best. reply
And by the time you get there you're too burnt out and ill to do anything about it, then you'l look on your kids and grand kids and think FUCK, what I have let these poor bastards in for lol life is ridiculously short mate. Only a total retard would have created this reality and then thought that it's any good. reply
The only thing I've figured out so far is that if you don't learn to love yourself for the right reasons you'l never find contentment. You can spend your life learning, but if you don't learn how to love yourself you'l always be misserable. I know that sounds kinda gay and shallow but I think it's true. You're a good bloke Huere, I command you to love yourself and find something that makes you happy as you deserve. Forget all the bad shit from the past and be happy for the good in your soul. Forget the pieces of shit that want to tell you that you're no good. reply
"I respect the English, The Scots, The Irish, but the British and their German Queen are worthless pieces of shit"
Very interesting viewpoint mate. Not one that's common in the south. A scouser once said something similar to me though at a wedding. reply
I understand the sentiments of scousers well. The scousers are one of the only groups of white english left in this country who understand what it means to be english. The british are a group of mongrel traitors who are no more than an invented people, a joke of nation building with no understanding of englands long history. The english people come from the angles, the saxons, the jutes and the danes. The british come from foreign vermin. I dont say this shit with any malice. It's just the truth. This nation was only a nation when it was england and the race of the english (the same way that japan is a nation populated by the japanese race). Britain is a lie. reply